Was this even meant to be?
Is this really true?
Then why, just why, why
I can't do this anymore
I simply can't
It is too much
When the only thing you can think
Is if your excistence
Really has any matter at all
Do I even matter?
Maybe I am just lost
It is really ok in the end
They all say so
There is really nothing wrong
It is just in my head
Nothing is real anymore
Not sure what to trust
Take this one last look
Tomorrow will be too late
No more fights
No more sorrow
Let this all end
I was not really meant to be
I am just a mistake
My excistence does not really matter
That is what I have experienced
Do you see the stars? by bluescarletme, literature
Literature
Do you see the stars?
The darkness whitin
Comsumes me over
The only thing that is left
Is the urge to die
Do you see the stars
Shining over us, they seem so happy
In the end, they'll all fall down
Nothing more is waiting than death
It evens kills love
Which we all like to believe are forever
what a pity we humans are
Do you see the stars
They light up our night sky
They help when sun the sun has left us
Even the day when it leave us for good
Stars will allways be there
But still we live like it'll be forever
What a shame we humans are
Can't you see my soul
Can't you see feel heart
Why don't I count
Weren't we forever
Can't we be eternal
Do you see the stars
Th
We live in this world by bluescarletme, literature
Literature
We live in this world
We live in this world
Where everyone says they care
Bot no one actually does
Why has it come to this?
When al we want is to be happy
We live in this world
Nothing is more important than yourself
Not your family, friends, or children
Where all you want is to be perfect
And no one sees you as you really are
We live in this world
Suicide seems like the only escape
Everyone says it wrong
Even though they know its the only way
So why stop us now?
My soul just left my body
The last peace keeping me alive
Even you couldn't do that
Even after everything you tried
My last breath was just taken
I won't ever miss it
Not that it means anything anymore
I'm just a no one, and allways been that
The last warmth just left
The time to let go has come
I'va prepared for this my whole life
My mind and body is ready
You're just an undead version of yourself
You don't sleep, you don't eat
You even made him kill himself
There is no way to cheat
You're just a goddamn punk
Can you even read, or even write?
The only things you know are to get drunk
One day it will come for you with might
You're just a big slackoff
Going on nonestop bullying others
Even I can't make time turn back
Just realize you will never again be brothers
You're listening to the music I gave you
Turn that shit up, and break something apart
That is only thing you know how to do
But that is a start
The people are the real puppets by bluescarletme, literature
Literature
The people are the real puppets
So you think you can run?
The is really no escaping
Not from this hole of torment
You just simply can't
Where are you going?
At last you will just return
There is no escaping faith
It will follow you forever
Is this what you are fighting for?
You freedom and privilegdes?
They are just an illution
We are all being controlled
So this is what it has come to
Not being able to do anything
just do what we are told to do
The people are the real puppets
Your hands feel down her body
Take the hair away
Kissing the neck
Wrap your hands around her
Feel the sweat running down
Pushing her body into yours
Feel everything of her
Feeling her warmth spreading out
Just laying together
And not worrying about anything
You know that feeling
When your eyes meet hers
You know instantly that is it
There is no mistaking it
You know that feeling
When you first talked to her
That moment of joy that was
It could not have been better
You know that feeling
When you get to know her
You get to know all about her
And just want her more
Why am I living this nightmare?
When what I fought for left me
I'm just the one worth nothing
What left is there to fight for?
Can you give me a reason to live?
Just one, so I can escape this darkness
Stick your head out of the croud
By my lightpost out of this
I will give you all one last chance
Make sure to have it count
Because there wont be anymore of them
My hopes are still fighting
These eyes looking at me
They burn into my soul
They empty my body
Like its nothing worth
You hands choking my neck
I know you want me to disapear
Even though you only need to ask
There is nothing more to it
Your body tempts me like nothing else
Still I know you are long gone
I must satisfy with nothing
Even if its making me insane
You are cancer
Only thing you can do is destroy
Kill me from the inside
Make me regret everything
Was this even meant to be?
Is this really true?
Then why, just why, why
I can't do this anymore
I simply can't
It is too much
When the only thing you can think
Is if your excistence
Really has any matter at all
Do I even matter?
Maybe I am just lost
It is really ok in the end
They all say so
There is really nothing wrong
It is just in my head
Nothing is real anymore
Not sure what to trust
Take this one last look
Tomorrow will be too late
No more fights
No more sorrow
Let this all end
I was not really meant to be
I am just a mistake
My excistence does not really matter
That is what I have experienced
Do you see the stars? by bluescarletme, literature
Literature
Do you see the stars?
The darkness whitin
Comsumes me over
The only thing that is left
Is the urge to die
Do you see the stars
Shining over us, they seem so happy
In the end, they'll all fall down
Nothing more is waiting than death
It evens kills love
Which we all like to believe are forever
what a pity we humans are
Do you see the stars
They light up our night sky
They help when sun the sun has left us
Even the day when it leave us for good
Stars will allways be there
But still we live like it'll be forever
What a shame we humans are
Can't you see my soul
Can't you see feel heart
Why don't I count
Weren't we forever
Can't we be eternal
Do you see the stars
Th
We live in this world by bluescarletme, literature
Literature
We live in this world
We live in this world
Where everyone says they care
Bot no one actually does
Why has it come to this?
When al we want is to be happy
We live in this world
Nothing is more important than yourself
Not your family, friends, or children
Where all you want is to be perfect
And no one sees you as you really are
We live in this world
Suicide seems like the only escape
Everyone says it wrong
Even though they know its the only way
So why stop us now?
My soul just left my body
The last peace keeping me alive
Even you couldn't do that
Even after everything you tried
My last breath was just taken
I won't ever miss it
Not that it means anything anymore
I'm just a no one, and allways been that
The last warmth just left
The time to let go has come
I'va prepared for this my whole life
My mind and body is ready
You're just an undead version of yourself
You don't sleep, you don't eat
You even made him kill himself
There is no way to cheat
You're just a goddamn punk
Can you even read, or even write?
The only things you know are to get drunk
One day it will come for you with might
You're just a big slackoff
Going on nonestop bullying others
Even I can't make time turn back
Just realize you will never again be brothers
You're listening to the music I gave you
Turn that shit up, and break something apart
That is only thing you know how to do
But that is a start
The people are the real puppets by bluescarletme, literature
Literature
The people are the real puppets
So you think you can run?
The is really no escaping
Not from this hole of torment
You just simply can't
Where are you going?
At last you will just return
There is no escaping faith
It will follow you forever
Is this what you are fighting for?
You freedom and privilegdes?
They are just an illution
We are all being controlled
So this is what it has come to
Not being able to do anything
just do what we are told to do
The people are the real puppets
Your hands feel down her body
Take the hair away
Kissing the neck
Wrap your hands around her
Feel the sweat running down
Pushing her body into yours
Feel everything of her
Feeling her warmth spreading out
Just laying together
And not worrying about anything
You know that feeling
When your eyes meet hers
You know instantly that is it
There is no mistaking it
You know that feeling
When you first talked to her
That moment of joy that was
It could not have been better
You know that feeling
When you get to know her
You get to know all about her
And just want her more
Why am I living this nightmare?
When what I fought for left me
I'm just the one worth nothing
What left is there to fight for?
Can you give me a reason to live?
Just one, so I can escape this darkness
Stick your head out of the croud
By my lightpost out of this
I will give you all one last chance
Make sure to have it count
Because there wont be anymore of them
My hopes are still fighting
These eyes looking at me
They burn into my soul
They empty my body
Like its nothing worth
You hands choking my neck
I know you want me to disapear
Even though you only need to ask
There is nothing more to it
Your body tempts me like nothing else
Still I know you are long gone
I must satisfy with nothing
Even if its making me insane
You are cancer
Only thing you can do is destroy
Kill me from the inside
Make me regret everything